I never use this tumblr anymore. It’s upsetting.
I’m back on track now, so that’s all good. I’ve still been using MyFitnessPal, mostly to track exercise. I’ve been forgetting to put my food down a lot.
I’m not doing too bad. Been very tired though. Got a treadmill. I love it so much. I use it every day during the week, and rest on weekends. Really enjoying it.
my brother was over for the weekend, so that makes it kind of hard to hang out on this account. and it’s kinda impossible to workout when he’s in my room until like 3am playing freaking video games. I was a little mean to him at a few points… Idk I’ve been snapping easy, and being a complete bitch. it’s not an all the time thing, it just happens out of nowhere. whatever. I was already crazy so, what’s another problem?
I’m hopefully going to get back on track. I hope I didn’t gain much this weekend. I’m thinking about fasting tomorrow. I probably won’t though…
I feel like I haven’t been losing anything since I started working out daily. I was doing good before, but progress has plateaued. the numbers say I’m losing weight, but the mirror doesn’t. I’m just worried this isn’t working anymore.
because of my grandmothers questions last night about my eating, I’ve decided to make a point of eating in front of both my grandparents today. my papa is making pizza for supper, so I’ll probably be a little over my calories for the day. it’s cool though, worth it to keep up appearances, right?
